well here i am hiding out library to avoid having to deal with ed's crap as usual. had mini argument today and as usual he turned it all on me trying to make himself look like the victim.ha. on the plus side clarence and i are talking more and more. he seems like a nice person but im going to err on the side of caution and keep the feelers out. i may meet him when i go to maine for the bonent exam (took practice exam today and got a 96.5% :) ) all i need is this certification to open the door to jobs out of state although i still will be limited to a job within bus or walking distance of wherever i end up. im just tired of feeling like the only adult in the house. all he does is sleep or play games on the computer. he contributes 0% to the house upkeep financially (oh ok he does get the occasional bag of cat food or me a soda big whoop), and only cleans when it gets the point that it bothers him (half the disaster in the livingroom is from him and kids anyway...go figure im never home!) the only one i really discuss this with is kim since she knows exactly where im coming from although i know she gets frustrated when her advice is ignored.lol. after this test is done ive got to straighten out my bank account and get a new one so i can start to put aside a little "get out of my personal hell" account. well i should go ive got only 7 minutes left on this puter and ive been gone since noon(its 2;30 now) till next time